Now also I can’t believe this. How it happened? But I know it is stupidity to ask for reasons in life. Sometimes life is reasonless! The unexpected way of life sometimes unbearable. When I thought about life, I imagined one scene. It is not real (I now pray should never be real!).
One of my friends came across a fire accident. He has got burns all over his body. Then came the most painful part of my imagination. He requested me to kill him and gave his gun to me …..
If you are in such a situation what will you do, will you kill your friend or not? I know this is a hard question to answer. So I stop asking questions, instead I write…….forgive me…….. my friend…

Light, darkness then the long silence
You describes life like this.
We were together
Beneath a banyan tree
I saw the red bus,
Long away, trying to climb the bridge
It was full of passengers
We looked each other and smiled!

A dream followed by another
Like ants, they are moving
No it was not like that
Dreams are like individual films
Only gets life in the dark
They weep in the daylight
I always liked theatres
But you hated it
You always liked fire
I hated it

This is the most unfortunate minute
The world is deserted
Only you and me
We both are facing death
The ugliest face of it
You revolver sleeps in my hands
It hears the whisper of my fingers
I can’t come out from the shock of your words ‘just kill me’
How can I kill you
You are my best friend
But I want to help you
Fire had eaten all your skin
Not only your skin,
my heart is also burning

I am naked now
No cloud to cover me
I see flowers without fragrance
Sky without birds
Newspaper without news
Give me the courage to kill myself
Before my heart explodes within my body.